Tic Toc

Time seems to be slowing and yet I seem to keep flipping to the next month on the calendar. I was expecting to get my I-171H aproval this week or next and I just found out that really I might have a whole month more to wait. Right away rather than feeling frustrated I felt peace that things are happening at the right pace. Im getting a little nervous with the timeline because if we dont have that one last paper by a certain time we are going to have to start redoing some paperwork which would stink. I think it is going to happen for us soon though. I know I have a little girl out there that needs us and God will bring us to her at the right time not only for us and her but for Kaden and Madison. The last couple of weeks I have felt a little disconnected from Malia feeling like things are just so far away right now and there has been some negative things happening with Vietnam adoptions right now with quite a few families receiving NOIDS and not getting to bring their little ones home with them. I have to keep in mind that the timing is hopefully going to be just right so that all of that is figured out and we wont have the problems and waiting and stress that others are experiencing right now. So though that clock is ticking and it is a loud tic I know its all going to work out. Working on my Faith here people and it is a little hard but I think Im growing stronger!!